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“I hate school.”

It was a simple motto. I shared it with a few of my close friends, and we used it as often as we could manage. In eleventh grade English class, we had to write a collection of poems, each in a different form. In typical melodramatic fashion, I called mine Ode to Alcatraz;  each and every poem was about the mindless prison that I perceived school to be. I can hear Miss Davidson’s voice even now: “Tucker, you’re killin’ me.”

For years, both while I was breezing through high school and while I was dragging myself through college, my parents told me that I would miss education, and that I would want to pursue my education beyond my undergraduate studies, to the Masters and Ph.D levels. They thought I would be in school much of my life. I scoffed sardonically at this preposterous suggestion; as soon as I was done with school, I was done with school.

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October 18, 2011 · 1 comment

When I was a sophomore in high school, there was much about me that I realized I didn’t like. In response to this realization, I made a critical decision that had a profound effect on the person I am, even to this day.

I decided that that’s just the way I am is a horrible, terrible excuse, and it’s not good enough. Correspondingly, I decided that I ought to have much more control over who and how I am than most people seem to want to recognize. I decided that I ought to be able to decide who I want to be, and be that person.
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October 15, 2011 · 1 comment

My favorite English teacher, Miss O, has given me a new exercise (the first homework I’ve received from her in some nine years), and it is that one writing assignment that I always hated: journaling. I’m fairly certain it’s the first time she ever gave me such an assignment. So I’ve decided to start this off the way I always dealt with both journaling and free-writing exercises in middle and high school: by writing about the assignment itself.

Hey, at least I’m not writing about how much I hate the assignment.

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October 14, 2011 · 2 comments